1st October, 2018.
Yep … I’m feeling desperately tired, right now.
Tired …
And depressed.
Yes, I’ve have depression: have done for some time.
Usually? The thyroid medication helps: as my under-active thyroid that can contribute to the condition.
The prozac helps, too.
But, sometimes?
Sometimes there are situations where situations beyond your control trigger an episode.
A really dark depressive episode.
A really dark depressive episode.
Unfortunately? The situation at work has gotten nasty: with shifts cut drastically.
As you can imagine?
That’s affected my mood.
Seriously, I should stress.
I really don’t like the area my thoughts are taking me, I honestly don’t.
But I’m very aware some of those bleaker thoughts?
Are the depression speaking: and not something to follow up on.
Hopefully?
I can start job hunting in the morning.
AND making arrangements with my creditors.
I can’t let the depression or the situation get to me.
However bad either might actually get.
~≈§≈~
What doesn’t help?
Is simply the fact I’ve little money to spend, but plenty of time, sitting around.
OK, I’ve kept eyes open for jobs …
AND written more Teasers.
And tried to do a few things around the flat.
But frankly?
Had a choice of what to do with my evening.
Go to bed, early.
After all, I’m still wading through the novel of 2001: A Space Odyssey.
OR stay up and catch one of the backed up films in my collection.
I stayed up …
Frankly?
Frankly?
I fancied a movie …
~≈§≈~
